I was on medication for about 2 months out of the year so far, for my wisdom teeth.
I don't like to take pills. So now I'm really avoiding any pills.
Today I was kicking it with little J in LA and all of a sudden I start getting massive uterine pain.
All of a sudden I started feeling waves of pain...getting bigger and bigger and bigger.
I started getting dizzy and lost color. My blood pressure dropped I feel. My womb kept transmitting
gargantuate pain signals. I had to pull over in a parking lot to just lie down....it just got worse and worse and worse. I went into a sort of trance. My whole body was just emitting energy from the center out.
I refused to take any pills. Kept it going. I don't know how long I was in that state but all I know is that once it subsided, I felt like I was also experiencing the greatest pleasure....to know that I was able to withstand all of that without breaking for drugs. :)
While I was in the trance I learned how to reject the pain, not accepting it....not making myself a victim. It's very discomforting but not making yourself a victim helps to block the pain.
Meditation.
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