As always happens when I'm about to finish a project, I get this feeling that everything is garbage. Haha. It's true. Every time I'm working on anything I'm passionate about, I reach a point where my eyes don't see what my heart is trying to put out there. It's a tough point to be at, but it's also really beautiful. It's an opportunity to bring freshness to it, to re-define and really challenge myself and the message I'm trying to send, with color. That's when time becomes circular. The trick is to remain connected to the Source..
I'm also bogged down by work responsibilities at the moment, and I realize I'm not passionate about what I'm doing here.
Yesterday when I got out of work, I drove to the beach to get some perspective. By some awesome coincidence, I had my bathing suit AND a towel in the car. So I changed, said "fuck it!" and jumped in the cold ass water. Felt like my own baptism, thank you Badu.
My spirits still needed some help today during the almost 1.5 hour drive to work...I thought about calling my super-homie Pedro, to have a laugh, but didn't for some reason. As soon as I got into my office, I get a phone call from P!! Man, it's so awesome to know that even though we live like 4 or 5 hours away, me and P are still tight. And officially telepathic.
I have arrived.
:)
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